Part 2: The Machine
Chapter 8: The Dopamine Dial
You've probably heard of dopamine as the "reward chemical." The neurotransmitter that makes you feel good when you eat chocolate, get a like on social media, or close a big deal. That's a simplification, and not a particularly useful one. Dopamine does many things. But one of its most important and least discussed jobs is this: it sets the speed of your internal clock.
Warren Meck spent decades at Duke University studying how the brain tells time. His model, called the Striatal Beat Frequency Model, works roughly like this. When a timed event begins, dopamine neurons fire, synchronising a population of oscillating neurons in the cortex. These neurons vibrate at different frequencies. Their combined pattern is read by the striatum, deep in the centre of your brain, which acts like a conductor reading an orchestra. The pattern of the "beat frequency" at any given moment tells the striatum how much time has passed.
More dopamine means a faster clock. The oscillators run quicker. Durations feel shorter. Time flies. Less dopamine means a slower clock. Durations feel longer. Time drags.
This has been tested directly. Give someone a stimulant that increases dopamine, like amphetamine, and they overestimate how much time has passed. Their internal clock runs fast, so they think more time has elapsed than actually has. Give someone a dopamine blocker, and they underestimate time. Their clock runs slow.
Patients with Parkinson's disease, who have significantly depleted dopamine in the timing circuits, show profound difficulties with temporal processing. Their perception of duration becomes unreliable. Intervals stretch and compress unpredictably. Time becomes slippery.
This matters for the story of midlife time compression because of what happens to dopamine as you age. The decline is well documented. Both the nigrostriatal pathway, which is the one involved in timing, and the mesolimbic pathway, which handles motivation and reward, lose dopamine receptors gradually from your thirties onward. The rate varies between individuals, but the direction is consistent.
Here's why this is a double hit. The nigrostriatal pathway affects your clock directly. Less dopamine in this circuit means your temporal processing becomes less precise. Not dramatically worse in most people, but coarser. Less granular. The kind of subtle shift that makes a week feel like it blended together rather than unfolding as seven distinct days.
The mesolimbic pathway affects something arguably more important: your desire to seek new experiences. Dopamine in this circuit is what makes novelty feel rewarding. It's the chemical basis of curiosity. When you see something new and feel a pull toward it, that's dopamine. When you contemplate learning a new skill and feel a spark of excitement rather than inertia, that's dopamine. When that spark fades, when the couch wins over the new experience more often than it used to, that's a quieter dopamine system.
And as we've already established, novelty is the primary raw material for rich memory encoding, which is the primary determinant of how long a period feels in retrospect. So the dopamine decline creates a cascade: less desire for novelty leads to less novelty leads to less memory density leads to temporal compression. Your brain isn't just timing less precisely. It's also giving you fewer reasons to seek the experiences that would make time feel substantial.
This sounds grim. But there are two things worth knowing before you decide it's all downhill from here.
First, the decline is not destiny. Dopamine levels are influenced by behaviour, not just biology. Regular exercise increases dopamine receptor availability. Novel experiences trigger dopamine release directly. Social engagement, particularly meaningful conversation, activates the reward circuits. Learning a new skill is one of the most reliable dopamine generators known. The system responds to how you use it. Use it less and it atrophies. Use it more and it maintains.
Second, the relationship between dopamine and time isn't purely mechanical. Meck's model describes the clock, but your experience of time is also shaped by attention, memory, emotion, and body state. Even with a slightly slower clock, you can maintain rich temporal experience through the other channels. The dopamine dial is one of several.
But it's a powerful one, and it helps explain something that's hard to account for otherwise. Why does the same person who once felt excited about weekends now feel vaguely indifferent? Why does the idea of trying a new restaurant produce a shrug instead of anticipation? Why does Saturday morning feel the same as Wednesday afternoon? It's not laziness. It's not depression, at least not necessarily. It might be a quieter dopamine system delivering fewer signals that say: go, explore, engage, seek.
And every time you don't seek, the week gets a little thinner.
The practical takeaway is straightforward, even if acting on it requires effort. The things that maintain dopamine, exercise, learning, social connection, novel experience, are the same things that maintain temporal richness. They're not separate interventions for separate problems. They're the same intervention for the same problem, viewed through a different lens.
Your internal clock is still ticking. The question is whether you're giving it enough signal to work with.